But God…That’s not what I wanted to talk on!

It’s so funny how God works, you would think by now I would have learned that any time I desire to take the reins from an all sovereign God, it will never end well! Thank GOD for his amazing grace, for always dealing with my stubbornness, and granting mercy in my continued picking up the pieces after disobedience! That being said, last week was yet another attempt by me to let God know what I wanted to talk about, which ended up with me scrapping all my notes on Friday night, finally understanding this was a battle that I was not going to win!

We are at the place in the story of David where he is on the run from King Saul. I noticed, as I was preparing for the upcoming days, this “wilderness” that was mentioned 4 times in 1 Samuel 23. But as I read it and began feeling the nudge of the Holy Spirit, my thoughts were “We have already talked about the wilderness and we can’t talk about it again”… or so I thought. You see we pastors fall in a dangerous trap where the spirit of comparison is thick in the circle of ministry (whether we admit it or not). That comparison makes us think we have to do things certain ways, on certain time schedules and certain preparation in doing so! When the Holy Spirit steps in and has HIS ways of wanting things to go, well it can sure wage war against everything else! This was EXACTLY what happened in me last week!

On Friday I threw in towel and realized this “wilderness” that God was showing me was a different wilderness than we discussed before. This was a wilderness caused by sin. God no doubt allows us to be in the wilderness in times of testing, and growing and preparing as we discussed in the previous weeks but the wilderness can also come because of sin. Because of Genesis 3 and their desire in the Garden to choose the things of this world over the Lord’s will it forever damaged humanity! Because of this decision, bad days happen and the phone call comes that can rock us to the core. Because of Genesis 3, none of us are subject to days of blue skies and rainbows for the rest of our lives. Even for believers! God NEVER promises that there won’t be bad days but he promises to be with us when they do (not if) come!

There is this underlying messages in a lot of today’s churches and that message is “Get to this spiritual level, and nothing bad will happen anymore”.. If you just pray hard enough, go to church and serve enough, tithe enough .your marriage will be perfect and foolproof, your bad days will HAVE to go away, and your bank accounts will be full of money! Some of these churches will even preach from pulpit that in seasons where you are broke, or spouse left you it was YOUR fault for not praying like you should have… This is NOT the Gospel and can show you from Genesis to Revelation from Moses, to Abraham, to Joseph, to David, to Peter, to Paul, to ALL the disciples a life marked by great and abundant seasons as well as seasons where the phone call came and in fetal position wondering where God was. If these people of the bible, ultimately making the hall of fame people of the bible in Hebrews had bad days….so are we! Whether you are an atheist or the next anointed Billy Graham the reality of life is bad days are coming, the phone call is coming. It’s not because you lack in faith or didn’t create enough “work” for the kingdom. Rather it’s because we have an enemy who sees the opportunity to shut down any work of God and will always do what he can to enter into the framework of our stories to try and do so… this is exactly what happens in the story of David in 1 Samuel 23.

David has been in a season of abundance. He literally went from zero to hero overnight as he defeated the giant. He has been anointed to be the next king, he has defeated a 9 foot giant, he has heard the shouts of support from the Israel army and has heard the singing in the streets of just how great he was…. A good season….. but it’s this singing that satan sees and opportunity to step into the story and rear his ugly head. He does so by using pride through Saul. This pride of the people singing David’s praises over his sends him into a rage and goes on a witch hunt after David. By 1 Sam 19 David’s season of abundance is over as he is crawling out a window on the run for his life! For the next 10 years plus David is on the run from Saul.

As we unpacked this story the question went from not if these days would come or not to “How do we respond when they do”? How did David respond? We know exactly how he responds by looking into Psalm 18. We saw that it’s Psalm 18 that unpacks David’s unwavering faith in the Lord in these difficult days. He responds in the first 6 verses by showing his human-ness as he uses words like “encompassed” and “assailed” and “entangled and “confronted”…it’ every obvious that David is beat down with these bad days. Then he shifts gears and begins to see the sovereignty of the Lord in the next set of scriptures as he sees “smoke from the nostrils” of his God…. He begins to see that that the God of angel armies is on his side! He then says a profound statement in Psalm 18:18- “but the Lord is my support”. It was this sentence that we landed this sermon on. Is this our response? Can this be our response? Can we in the darkest of our days simply trust that God is in control and HE is our support? This is what made David, David. God I’m entangled in this and my life is tired of being in the wilderness and don’t have the answers for everything but I know all sovereign God that you are in control and you are my support and I can’t stop, I won’t stop! He has no idea that right around the corner is the greatest King Israel will ever see. All he knows is that the God of angel armies is on his side.

We paralleled this with the life of Paul and showed his stance was the same. Paul writes to the church in Philippi where he even states “I know how to abound in good days, and I know how to abound in days of need’… he goes on to say “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me”…. In other words I can’t begin to understand why things happen the way they do and some of those things are too big for me to even over come but I know that your in control and I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! I can’t stop… I won’t stop! The Lord is my support! Is this your response? How do we respond when the phone calls come? Do we shake our fist at a “genie” that we have made the Lord or do we trust that even when satan and sin tries to damage us the God of angel armies will never be duped? He WILL work all things for HIS glory and our good and we can shout because of this “I can’t stop, and I won’t stop”!!!! Can we become more intent in trusting the God David trusted in his bad days and in his good days as well! The LORD is my support!